I’ve lost someone. Someone who was important to me. I know I messed it up. And I wish it weren’t that way. I wish I could turn back time, just like they do in the movies. But we both know that’s not possible. The loss will last forever. That’s a fact. No matter how hard I try to deny it. Even if my heart explodes, my thoughts go round and round, or my breath stops. I’d rip my heart right out of my chest for her. But we both know that’s not possible. Even though every day I try to get her out of my head. Every day I try to erase her face from my memories. I try to destroy my feelings and thoughts. But we both know that’s not possible.